Well I didn't write on Sunday because I was down on myself for not losing any weight. In fact I didn't even weigh myself this week because all week long I ate out. I didn't follow my diet and I know I either gained or just stayed the same. I am so disappointed in myself. I know better. I was doing so good. Well I'm back to dieting and exercising and trying harder than ever not to go out to dinner. I am just so sick of cooking. I know there is food out there to eat for dieters but when I get in a restaurant I never think diet, I just think food. I can't get too down on myself or I will give up and that is a no no. I need to do this. I want to do this. I can do this.
With the weather getting cooler, I will be walking more. I plan to walk tomorrow. Not sure about Friday, but probably will as I won't be walking on Saturday. Sunday seems like a good day to walk too. I just don't want to over do it but I don't want to sit on my lazy butt either. Why do I make this out to be so hard when in all reality it's not. Well, not that hard. It sure as hell isn't easy. It took me 2 months to talk myself into exercising and now look at me, 5 days a week and I'd go nuts if I miss a day. Now, if I could only be like that for walking. :) I just want to fit in my clothes again. I have some awesome clothes.
I guess, I'll be back on Sunday and have a loss or at least be where I left off. If not, I'm just gonna mark the last week to a giant screw up. And in all reality I know there will be more of those. LOL I am human after all.
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